This month is very stressful. A lot of exams (MATH!!!), papers(FIL!!!) and readings(LIT!!!). There is so much things to do with so little time. I really have to quit cramming. This sem, I realized that I really hate school. I just don't get it. But I still choose to go to class because i want to have a future. I'll just have to look at the bright side of things so I can still enjoy what I 'm doing. I should enjoy life while I'm still young. I should cherish the simple pleasures of life (naks!) like spending time with my family and friends and playing with my pamangkins. Yes I'm now 18 yrs old but I'm still a kid inside.

Its the NBA all-star weekend and I wasn't able to watch the rookie-sophomore game because there's no more basketball tv in our cable. "Boobie" Gibson shot down 11 three-pointers and I wasn't able to see it. I'm just using the internet to update myself with basketball so I'm always the last one to know the latest trades, injuries and scores. I hope a channel in our cable features the slam dunk contest and the all-star game. PLEASE!!!

I'm reading this old book I found in my room titled, "The Strange Odyssey of Michael Jordan: Second Coming." I've just started reading it last night and I'm just at chapter 4. Through what I have read, I learned that my idol, who may seem perfect also went through some obstacles in his life. He had his share of mistakes like gambling with drug lords and playing in the Major leagues. I'm just inspired because I too, have my share of mistakes as well. I can see myself through Jordan and that I'm just facing a bumpy ride in my life and that I should not give up and learn from my mistakes.

I just died last night. The math midterms was so hard. I was feeling sick after I passed my blue book. After, I wanted to punch someone just to get the stress out of me. Thankfully, my blockmate was there to make me feel much better. The obvious happened that night. My friends went to Cantina so that we can forget all about the midterms. However, the fact that I'm writing this blog about it, the alcohol wasn't enough. Dammit!

I've been watching the series Entourage for quite a while now. I'm in season 3 and I really like it because its very funny. The series teaches me that sometimes in life, its not always about the money. Its the commitment and the passion you have for your work. And I have to live that kind of lifestyle in order for me to be happy. I need to choose between two roads where one leads to money and the other leads to true happiness. However in Entourage, it seems like Vincent Chase, the lead character of the series, have a lot of both.

Current Mood: confused

The last dream I can remember was very strange. I was in the top of a mountain or something. I was above the clouds and everything seemed so peaceful. It was like heaven. I liked it up there but I was getting tired of standing up so I decided to sit down on a rock. But then I slipped and fell down the mountain. Then I woke up. Strange huh?

Current Mood: confused

For the past couple of months, I was borrowing my brother's car because he was out of town because of his work. But suddenly he went home because he will be stationed here in Manila. That means he will use his car and I have to find another way to go to school. DAMMIT. Sobrang hassle nito! Without a car is like I have no freedom. Then I could go home anytime but know things have changed.

Current Mood: frustrated

The last dream I can remember was very weird. I was outside and I could see a big building, maybe a mall or something. It was very crowded, I didn't know why. The mall was like 5 floors up and it was very wide. As I looked at the roof, I saw two girls fighting, pushing each other. Then suddenly, one of the girls fell and supposedly died. I didn't saw blood or anything because there were so many people. People were shouting and screaming, it was chaotic. The feeling of seeing someone die is very scary even though this was just a dream, it felt so real. Then I just woke up.

Last summer, my whole family went to Singapore. We were having a great vacation. It was morning and we were walking back to our hotel when suddenly we saw an old woman jump from her condo maybe 4 floors up. I didn't actually see the moment of impact but I heard the, "thump" sound. As I went closer to inspect her, she was still conscious and breathing. Locals were helping her but they cannot do anything. An ambulance came but was she was already dead. I will never forget that.

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Current Mood: sad

Last Saturday, I watched the movie "Hitman" with my friends in Eastwood. I was really excited to watch the film because I used to play the game in the ps2. Even though I was not able to finish the game because it was fucking hard, I still liked it. Anyways, the movie was full of action and suspense, bullets flying everywhere. Suprisingly, the movie also contained romance which was also great because there was a scene which involved a LOT of nudity. Agent 47(the "name" of the leading man) really kicked some ass with his two signature pistols and sniper rifles. The movie ended strangely where at first you don't understand what just happened, but I don't want to spoil the movie for you so just watch it. NOW.

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Current Mood: okay

Last wednesday, my dream was about my brother and I playing basketball. A one-on-one game where pride is the grand price. I remembered shooting a three-point shot over him. Sweat and trash-talk everywhere. Unfortunately, I woke up before the game ends. Now that my brother and I are all grown up, it is rare to see us both have time to play some basketball. Hopefully we can relive those days where we compete with each other inside the court.